Laziness can kill

I know that being lazy is my nature from a long time ago
it is indeed one of my biggest weaknesses that I can't get rid of
but I have to admit that I didn't really try hard to change this attitude of mine
I mean I have been living with it for so long, it's part of me so...
only if you understand what I'm trying to say

Anyway the problem is I can't be lazy right now
there are loads of things left undone
and they are important
marked that--- IMPORTANT, very important
important enough to ruin my life

But even if I know it's very crucial to get everything started
I'm just not motivated enough, not motivated enough to do anything
arrrrgggggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
please tell me what to do because laziness can KILL.

Randomness while WAITING

Since I'm waiting for my groupmate to send her part of work to me
why not write something instead of waiting blindly

Been feeling tense lately
it's a hectic week, thousands of deadlines to meet (okay, I'm using hyperbole)
I can really feel the stress and all the tension circulating me
So tiring...

I need to release some of these BAD energy before exploding
I'm like a balloon with too much air and you know what can happen
maybe it's because of that that I became easily provoke and have extremely low EQ

Seriously, I hate to wait and always be the one waiting
I keep on telling myself to be more patient but it's not working recently
I always want to complain and like to complain about almost everything under the sun
I don't like to be that kind of person because nothing is going to change
the earth will not stop spinning just because of me

It's 9.30PM now and I'm still waiting PATIENTLY (at least trying my best to)
how can I stop myself from being angry? I just am not sure how much longer I can hold my temper
No one seems to understand how scary I can get, still testing my patience
but actually patience is exactly the thing that I'm running out of

Sometimes I do think that maybe these people are not the problem, I am.
hoping that this can make me feel better, however, only for seconds then I'm back to reality
disturbing and annoying people are everywhere and they are unavoidable
I think I'll just have to live with it

I shall just stop here and continue to WAIT.

Get to know yourself better

I took a quiz and I thought it's 99.9% accurate=p

My results:

Your view on yourself: Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love: You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

I don't agree with the part that I like to flirt though, apparently I don't=.=

By the way, you can try it too at
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Have fun!!!!!
Cheerios~^^

令人烦躁的老毛病

我已经忘了从哪年的哪一天开始，偏头痛就缠上了我
今天好久不见得老毛病又犯了
早上还算是风光明媚，到了下午却风云变色
哈哈！听起来很夸张，其实一点都不

吃过它的苦头，保证毕生难忘
具体的感觉要尝试过了才会了解
就像是有人在大力地，毫不留情的拉扯着某条脑神经
痛楚一波一波而来，让人连喘气的机会也没有

原以为睡了一觉就会没事
怎知还是要硬吞了两颗止痛药
这下可好，残留在体内的药又多了新的成员
依赖药物真是不可取得行为（小朋友不要学哦，姐姐有练过=.=）

偏头痛就不提了
但刚刚在睡午觉时
梦见了一个奇怪的人，我的意思不是他很奇怪
只是我会梦见他就真的很奇怪了

他是一个我看过的陌生人
最奇怪的是梦境，我就不深入解释了
反正让我很困惑就是了
但还不到困扰。。。会不会是什么启示之类的呢？
嘿嘿！想太多了

我不想想太多~~~~~~
不然头又要痛了
很快的,一天又要结束了
下次再见啰^^

Blog with Guilt

I really really understand how important is the midterm test tomorrow
BUT, I just couldn't concentrate on the words scattering all over the textbook

I know I shouldn't be here now, BLOGGING
However, I can't help it!
I have to keep myself awake and this might be the last resort

For your information, my mind is wandering away to this wonderful place called D'slumberland and here I am trying my best to keep it away from there
It's a sin to stop myself from dozing off naturally, don't you think so? I mean sleeping is normal during this hour. Besides, I can hear my bed calling for me...

So can I just go to sleep and forget about the test?
That would be another SIN, don't you agree?

ENOUGH FIONA! You must stay in focus and study
Stopppppp complaining even though Mr Edwin is definitely MENTAL to make us SUFFER
Hmm.. wait a minute~ did I just said he is a psycho? OOOOPPPPPSSS! I did it again, didn't I?
But hey! what's wrong with being honest, I mean I'm not lying whatsoever. He is indeed a PSYCHO!!!
and there I go AGAIN~

The end of CRAPPING
I better continue with all the reading and memorizing(forcing myself to open the book)
*MISERABLE SMILE* fading slowly into an expressionless face......

By the way, Good Luck Everybody(=