Blank-'ness'

I wanted to write something.
But then I realized, I've got nothing to write about,
Been living the same old mundane life day in day out.
Several plans going through my mind, I just never seem to have enough motivation to go work for it.
Then I ask myself, what do I really want?
Is there anything that I want so badly I'll do whatever it takes to get it?
I have no answers.
Only questions, lots of questions.
I am afraid.
I'm afraid of people asking 'what are your plans?'
Because I don't have an answer.
I'm ashamed of myself. But no one knows.